9.5.2015 - Kim

9.5.2015

11:01 PM

Happy Birthday to your Diary

Kimkim_91

9.5.2011 ~ 9.5.2015

Chào anh, anh Kim. Năm nay em không quên nữa rồi nhé, chắc cũng do trước ngày này vài tháng em giở nhật kí ra xem và đọc được ent chúc mừng sinh nhật nhật kí của anh năm ngoái.

Hôm qua lúc 10 rưỡi, em đang ngồi viết lưu bút cho Ngọc Hà. Kẹo ấy anh. Em chả biết anh có nhớ em bao nhiêu tuổi ko, đại loại là năm nay em 12 rồi, chuẩn bị thi đại học rồi. Lúc đấy em đang viết đến ZF, và em đã nhớ đến anh.

Anh và nhật kí của anh đã làm nên một phần tuổi thơ cấp hai của em, và em luôn trân trọng điều đó. Cuộc sống của em có ý nghĩa hơn một chút, em hiểu sự đời hơn một chút cũng là nhờ đọc nhật kí của anh.

Thực ra em nghĩ em cũng có crush anh một chút, mặc dù chưa hề gặp mặt, chưa hề nói chuyện một cách riêng tư :))

À. Và hôm qua khi viết đến đoạn lưu bút đó, em lại lên GG và tìm tên anh. Anh biết em tìm được gì không? Một cái nick Twitter, ở Hà Nội. Em nghĩ ko phải anh đâu nhưng em vẫn gửi tweet hỏi, em còn chẳng biết cái nick ấy có dùng Twitter nữa hay ko. Em cũng tìm thấy dăm ba cái nick khác của anh, đều ghi ngày sinh là 2/9/91, lập được đúng một ngày rồi thôi ko thèm hoạt động gì :)) Chắc cũng kiểu lập nick để lấy cớ download à, anh? :”>

ZF đã đóng cửa hơn năm rồi. Và em vẫn cứ hối hận vì mình không hỏi chị Thanh Nguyên về vụ lùng lại nhật kí của anh.

Em không nghĩ đây là nuối tiếc quá khứ. Người ta cứ vẫn kỉ niệm sinh nhật mình hàng năm, đúng không? Em cũng chỉ đang làm việc y hệt vậy thôi.

Mong là sẽ có một ngày anh lên GG tìm kiếm cái tên mình, và tìm ra blogspot của em.

Rất nhớ anh.

- C -

Kwon Ji Yong a.k.a G-Dragon

5.7.2014

11:22 PM

I think I’ve been especially attracted to Youtube? Or Dailymotion? Well, practically everything related to Ji Yong and Big Bang.

Now that I’ve started writing this I realize that I don’t remember why I’ve been hooked on this boy band this much. Maybe it began when I accidentally caught a glimpse of Tae Yang’s new product ‘Eyes, Nose, Lips’ (trust me, this is a really good song) and then went on to listen to GD’s and yep, all those fangirls’ stuff just happened naturally.

GD. What to say about GD? Kyeopta? I think this means ‘cute’ in Korean but I don’t know if it is the right pronunciation =)) Yes, GD is cute. Totally cute. I’ve been watching dozens of videos about his daily life, about him on variety shows and even in music videos again and again, and it seems that I can never get enough of this. Writing about this reminds me of a variety show that Yongie appeared in twice: Running Man. The first time is ep 84 & 85, with the other members of Big Bang, and the second time is ep 163 (it’s this one right?) with Seung Ri and Dae Sung. He was such a cute, intelligent and cool guy in those eps. There were moments of embarrassment (of course!) but all in all GD was GREAT.

Second thing? Charismatic? Talented? No need to further about these two characters since practically all of us know about them. GD is the producer of most of Big Bang’s songs and also some solo product of his friends. He joined Infinity Challenge twice, and produced two great songs quite easily. He once spoke in a variety show called ‘Go Show’ that he could release a ‘hit’ in the blink of an eye :)) Well I like that confident character of his ~

He’s humble. Yes, Ji Yong is very modest about his talents. I don’t know how is he right now but when I watched his old shows, he seemed to get more and more modest as time passed. Maybe it’s because of some of his scandals that knocked down his self-confidence. Right, GD has been through a lot of hardships. He encountered rumours, blames and many other bad things. I’m just glad that he could stand up again after all meeting with all those obstacles.

Just need to jot down here some shows of his so that I can find time to watch them again later.

- Come to play (Big Bang 2, TOP & Gummy 1)

- Infinity Challenge

- Go Show

- Night After Night

- Yashimanman

- You & I

- Healing Camp

- Intimate Note

- YGTV, Big Bang TV, 2NE1 TV (BB cuts), GDTV

- Strong Heart

- Running Man

- Family Outing

- Sunday Victory & Defeat

- GTOP, GRI, GDYB

- Secret Big Bang, Coffee Prince Parody, BOF Parody, Big Bang Virus, Big Bang horror movie

- Big Bang Documentaries

- Big Bang with Winner

- Big Show

- Making of MVs  

Just so you know I’ve been dreaming A LOT of him lately~ 

Urgh. English.

18.6.2014

5:17 PM

I sat there staring into the abyss of nothingness with reality distorted and thickened like condensed milk around me; then out of thin air came a massive onyx sphere of ultra nostalgia which was thereupon shattered into a trillion pieces and dispersed like windblown breadcrumbs. Smitten by a jolt of reminiscence, my mind was filled with all the folly things I, as a kid, had done, from the habit of sticking plastic tape all over the wall as a means of removing its paint coat to the time I flew hundreds of paper planes from my window and littered the neighbor's garden. Those sparkling flashbacks came exactly at the same time, leaving me breathless and paralysed; and never in my life have I cherished my salad days that much. 

'Life goes on', said someone. Things have changed, I myself have changed, but right now I'm not sure what the point of moving on actually is anymore. I've been pursuing perfection and, thus, eliminating even the smallest blemish from the past that, in fact, could have been nothing but a mere speck of dust in the atmosphere out of my memory since the formation my basic worldview; yet ironically, I didn't realise the simple ugly truth that my whole flawed life is a perfect fiasco.

“There is no man...however wise, who has not at some period in his youth said things, or lived a life, the memory of which is so unpleasant to him that he would gladly expunge it. And yet he ought not entirely to regret it, because he cannot be certain that he has indeed become a wise man...” 

- Marcel Proust

His writing. Giang’s writing. I’ve never expected that he could be this good. This. Good.

Maybe it’s from his reading many books? His hobby in music? His obsession with Britain?

It’s like a threat, a threat to someone like me, someone always wanting everything to be perfect.

Anywho here we come to the part that I especially want to write here today. I’ve been thinking of it for like two or three days, and I’ve decided to try this. This is called ‘Facts.’ Some facts, maybe from my everyday life, maybe from the things that I notice, practically everything, will be posted from now on.

So we’re gonna start with some today.

[Facts]

1. All cats are pigs. Oh wait, maybe there’s no ‘cat’ at all. Maybe they’re all pigs from the start. Look, there’re an awful lot of similarities between the two species: they’re both fat, both love sleeping, and both are obsessed with eating.

Or at least the creature calling itself ‘cat’ in my house is actually a genuine pig.

I’m gonna find out about it one day.

I sure will.

2. People say if you want to be like Sherlock, you need to start noticing every single bit of things happening or existing around you.

So I’ve started watching things. I’ve come to know that there’s a place selling roasted duck on the way to school, and behind it is a shop selling blankets. 

That was a lot, really.